I think I want to go celibate for awhile. Starting in March. Feels weird starting in the middle of February. I think I’m low key a sex addict. I just need a break from boys, and sex, and just confusion in general. I feel like I’m losing myself in a way and the only dick I want is my ex. It was amazing and I miss it so much. His teammate is inadequate. He’s small and just not what I want. Can you believe I’ve never been on a date either. Sometimes I feel like people don’t like me enough and then sometimes I feel like I just settle and that’s not good either.So no more sex for me in March.